Who Am I?

Who Am I 

Who am I, the question in my mind !!
Irritating, quenching & nudging every time.

Am I a founder, a beginner, Struggling with the fear!!
Some perceptions in my mind ,but not so clear.

Am I the part of this world, lost Somewhere !!
Having no identity, floating here and there .

Am I a wondrous Sculpture, built in fine architecture !!
Am I dirty mud, looking for an adventure !!

Am I the most valuable player among all the crowd on earth !!
Am a very small tiny insect, with no meaning and no worth !!

Am I the height of Eiffel Tower, or a beautiful poem of a writer !!
Am I a diamond of Kohinoor, or a sword of a fighter !!

Am I the source of commotion, Or cause of peace !!
Am I the symbol of love or cause of someone's tease. !!
Am I a flying bird sparrow, or rainbow in sky !!
Am I a pigeon in the cage, just wanted to fly !!

Am I a tranquil stone of mountain ,or flowing water of river !!
Am I a complete story of novel, or just like a cover !!
Searching this mysterious Answer, make a last try
Please someone let me know, Who am I, Who am I !!!

Kaisi Ye Sham hai!!

Kaisi Ye Sham hai!! 

Ye sham hai tanhai ki!

Kuch sahmi kuch ghabrai si!!

Kasak uthi hai ye kaisi ,aaj mere man main!

Main khud se hi uljha hoon ,ek ajeeb si anban main!!

Aaj meri hi aankho main mujhe ek sawal dikha hai!

Uljhan main hai man ,mujhse iska kya rishta hai?

Shayad aseemit akash ki gahrai main, ek roshni ki talash hai!

Chamchamati jagmag mafil main, ek akele pal ki talsash hai!!

Mahsoos  hui hai mujhe ek aahat ,ek anjaan dastak,

Jharokho  se jhakta hoon ,shayad apne hi sawre kal ki talash hai!!

Kuch to hai khash is sham mai ,jo ye shilab utha hai!

Kahin to hai wo anjana khwab, jo dil main daba hai!!

Kuin bikhre hue lagte hain aaj sare sapne!

Kuin ruthe hue hain aaj ye lamhe ,jo kal the apne!!

Apne hi armano ki arthi uthye lachar sa khada hoon!

Kya gunah kiya hai maine kis bojh se daba hoon!!

Khojta hoon hal,aseem ye gahrai hai!

Kaisi ye sham hai ,aur kaisi ye tanhai hai?

Arzoo!!

Arzoo!!

Anjan lahro ke beech ek kashti main sawar hoon

Balkhate hue har mod pe mudne ko tayar hoon

Jis lamhe ki tamanna siddat se ki  thi kabhi

Uske har pal main jhoomne ko bekarar  hoon

Arzoon ke gaon main ek ghar basa liya hai

Bhagte hue lamho se ek pal chura liya hai

Bikhre hue moti ab pirnone lagi hoon,

Zindagi ko ab main jeene lagi hoon

Jaise tip se padti boond se , phool jhoomta hai

Jaise Samudra ka kinara gagan choomta hai

Waise hi mera man machalta,kuch gane gungunane ko

kisi anjane ko apna banane ko

Meri har saan ek saaz chodti hai

Khan si meethi awaz kano ko choti hai

Sahar jata hai man mera us ahat se

Jise niharne anchal lahra ke baithi thi

What Is Life!!

                                                                     
                                                                     
                                                                     
                                             
What is life?


some time Life is a full of Laughter
some time it seems like a big disaster


One moment of time I feel like out of this world 
and next second I feel twenty ft down to the earth

Some time I want to live my life its to fullest 
want to full fill all the desire without taking rest
In next moment I look for a corner to sit 
cant even tolerate lil sound or any other shit


some time life is  a full breeze swells and Rain drenched smells
some time it takes all ur happiness,seems to be extremely rude and cruel


some time I love to sleep in the arm of dark night
some time I scared of it and looking forward to the bright light 


Is life a sorrow or happiness 
I am not able to decide
want or dont want

some time I can't abide 

Wo Lamhe!!

Wo Lamhe

  

Wo hatho main hath bas baaton main baat ,

Chalte hue raste par bhool gaye the ki jana kahan hai!!

Din bhar baatein karna aur baaton ka kam pad jana,

Baar baar ruthna fir manana,

Wo choti choti mastiyan badmashiyan kuch tham sa gaya hai,

Bhool gaye jaise gugunana kahan hai!!

Wo dhoondhna khushiyan un choti baaton main,

Wo dekhna sath main milkar sapne,

Kho gaye is dunia ke samndar main,

Bhool gaye un sapno ko sajana kahan hai!!

Khushiyon ke mayane badal gaye,

Armano ke nishan badal gaye hain,

Ab to waqt nahi haal poochne ka,

Kaise ho ?pooche jamane nikal gaye hain,

Kuin tanha lagte hain ye pal ab humme,

Bhool gaye ki muskurana kahan hai?